Sunday, October 31, 2010

Why Can't I Ever Remember to Blog?

Seriously.

There are so many great stories I could tell about work and life lately.  This blog could be extremely entertaining.  Unfortunately, I never have my camera with me to capture the moments (or I don't remember to take it out of my purse and snap a photo), and then I forget to write about it later.

I run out of energy and don't feel like sitting at the computer when I get home from work.

So I'm sorry.  I will try to do better.  This past week would have been a great one to blog about (spirit week at school -- crazy outfits and some of the best office pranks of all time)....but I fail at life and didn't think to take any pictures and I'm too tired to type it all out now.

This week will be amazing, too.  I work three days this week, and on Tuesday the kids have the day off for Election Day (get out and vote, people, especially if you happen to live in Colorado Springs -- vote for Owen Hill for State Senate)!  Then on Thursday I fly to St. Louis for Laura Mark's wedding.  I am so excited to see her and Adam get married, and to catch up with some of my dearest Grove City friends!

I WILL take my camera with  me and I WILL take pictures and I WILL blog about it all when I get back!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Hold You Up

I rediscovered Matthew West this week and I am loving it.

His love songs are just beautiful and they also look upward at the end.  I find this one particularly fantastic.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

It's Only a Season

Next Wednesday marks the end of our first nine week grading period.  I can't believe we're already about one quarter of the way through this school year. 

My job is so much more difficult than I ever imagined.  My students have a lot of really serious problems, and I don't feel equipped to handle any of it.  Just when I think we've hit rock bottom and it can't get any worse, it does.  I'm trying really hard to not become completely discouraged...to not complain about the way things are right now.  I don't like my job right now. 

It's a tough pill to swallow, especially because I was so thoroughly convinced that this is where God was calling me.  I don't feel like I'm making a difference here at all.  I got some news yesterday about some upcoming staff changes that made me feel more alone in this battle than ever. 

I need to spend less time worrying and complaining and more time on my knees.  I want the confidence that I had when I moved here three months ago. 

The following verses were shared with me on Sunday, and they have offered such comfort. 

"So then, just as you received Christ Jesus as Lord, continue to live in him, rooted and built up in him, strengthened in the faith you were taught, and overflowing with thankfulness." (Colossians 2:6-7)

"We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed...Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God." (2 Corinthians 4:8-9, 1:3-4)

"In this your greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.  These have come so that your faith - of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire - may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed." (1 Peter 1:6-7)

"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! Let your gentleness be evident to all.  The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable - if anything is excellent or praiseworthy - thing about such things." (Philippians 4:4-8)